Foreplay
Many years ago, I discovered that the most important elements of SM were the same ones that had always given me the most sexual pleasure: domination and control, torment and the infliction of pain, extremes and ecstasy, excessive role-playing games. I have always been fascinated by brushing against or going beyond limits – physically as well as psychologically – or by breaking societal taboos.
For me, a “session” is always both serious and playful:
Serious, because I experience it myself intensively. There is no detailed scenario but rather a “storyline” with particular elements and rules within which I can freely improvise. I let myself be guided by my desire and my mood. In this moment, I am the role, I think, feel, and act it. I have a naturally playful temperament, and through this a pronounced appetite for role-playing. This play instinct complements my sadism and feeds my unrestrained fantasy.